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  Josh came out as Gina went in. He kissed Michelle’s temple and she leaned into him. “You all right, beautiful?”

  “Yes. It’s been a lovely evening. I just needed the air and some quiet.” It had gotten louder and louder inside until she’d had to escape it out there in the dark.

  He laughed quietly. “Wolves can be a raucous bunch. I can’t tell you how many people have stopped to tell me how much they enjoyed meeting you tonight. You’re making friends right and left.”

  “Even Esme.”

  He cringed, and she laughed, poking his side. “She was nice. Apologized for the situation the other day at Tracy’s house. It’s fine. She knows you’re mine, and as long as it stays that way, things are great. I’d hate to have to kill her.”

  He squeezed her to his side. “It only makes me hot when you talk that way.”

  “You’re weird.”

  “I am. Listen, so about the anchor thing…I don’t want to rush you, but time is getting short. The longer you go without one, the harder it will be for you to manage everything. All the stuff between us, all the emotion traveling through the link is incredibly intense and it can swamp you, make it hard to think and get through. Your anchor will settle down the background noise.”

  She sighed. It wasn’t Josh’s fault. He was up front with her. She did this knowing she had to deal with everything that came with the bond, the good and the bad and the plain old weird. “So my choices were the people I met tonight?”

  “Yes.”

  “What do you think?”

  “It’s more what you think. I know each of them would be honored to serve as your anchor, but this is someone you’re going to be connected to for the rest of your life. It’s your choice to make.”

  “Well yes, but you’ll be connected to them too.”

  “True. Keeping in mind that the decision is ultimately yours, I think Akio is an excellent choice. He’s a good man. A good wolf. Strong and vicious when he has to be. Connected to his pack, he takes his responsibilities seriously. You two clearly like each other.”

  “I liked all the truffles you introduced me to.”

  “Truffles?”

  “Box of chocolates. Remember?”

  He laughed, pulling her close for a kiss and then another for good measure.

  “I liked them all, but Akio is the one I clicked with the most. He does what you do. What I do in my own way.”

  As if they’d called his name, Akio came outside and started a little when he saw them. He eased against a post a few feet away, Josh between them.

  “It’s funny how normal life can be, even when everything all around is dire and full of sadness.” He indicated the kids on the lawn beyond. “I’m sorry for the loss of your friend.”

  “Thank you.”

  To have lost so much in the same week she gained everything seemed a cruel joke. Or maybe it was balance. She didn’t know. But that didn’t matter. Because it was what it was, and she had choices to make and things to do.

  She supposed it was what happened to you when you grew up pretty much on your own. You could give up and let things happen to you, weep and moan about the unfairness of it all. Or you could deal with what you’ve got and make the most of every moment.

  Allie had been a bright light in Michelle’s life. And it was snuffed out and that hurt beyond bearing. At the same time, Allie would have been the first to high five Michelle over Josh. She’d been a remarkable person, and she would have whapped Michelle in the back of her head and told her to get on with stuff that needed doing.

  And for absolute sure that meant finding the monsters who’d killed Allie and making them pay for it. That would happen if it took the rest of her days.

  But for the immediate future, she needed to do this tri-bond deal. And she had a life here in Portland now. So much to learn about herself and her gifts too. So much it was dizzying, and yet, it was a gift to have this man, this community. Allie would have liked this. After she forgave Josh of course. But she’d have been thrilled, and that made it just a little bit better.

  She leaned into Josh and blew out a breath, nearly purring when he stroked his knuckles down the back of her neck.

  For a while they all stood in the evening cool. The air around them clean and crisp. The sound of the kids was soothing, as was the company. Neither male spoke simply to fill up space. She liked that a great deal.

  Finally Akio shifted and took a deep breath. “I wanted to say, away from everyone else, but with both of you present, that I’d be very honored to serve as your anchor.” Akio turned his body to them, gaze solemn.

  Josh looked to her, letting her choose.

  “We were just discussing this. I don’t know, is there some sort of official way to do this?” She lifted her hands, hopelessly out of her element.

  Akio stepped closer and held his hand out. Josh took one and then held his free hand out to her. She took it.

  “It’s all what we make of it. Would you like to come over to our apartment?”

  Akio nodded.

  Chapter Twelve

  “Are you nervous?” Josh asked as they waited for Akio to approach after he’d parked his car.

  She opened her mouth to agree, but…

  Instead, he smiled, slow and sexy. “No. You’re hot for it. And that’s all right. Can I tell you it’s making me hot too?”

  “I should be ashamed.”

  He laughed, spinning to press her into the wall. He rolled his hips, his cock hard, a brand at her belly.

  “Yeah? Why? Why be ashamed? Hm? I’m here. I’m yours. You’re mine. There’s no dispute of that is there?”

  She shook her head, catching her bottom lip between her teeth.

  “You want this. It makes me hot all over that you do. You’re beautiful and sexy and utterly desirable. That you’re all mine and for this brief moment we can share with this one other person makes me…” He breathed in deep at her neck. “Fills me with a bottomless, aching need. I want to watch you with him. He’s up for it.”

  They both turned their attention to Akio who’d reached them.

  “Aren’t you?”

  That’s when she realized he would have heard the entire exchange.

  One corner of his mouth tipped up, and her breath caught at the feral beauty of his features. “Yes. Very much so. From the first moment I saw your magick floating around you like fairy dust.”

  “Let’s go inside before the neighbors call the cops.” She laughed, but the sound was breathy and laden with sex.

  In the elevator both men crowded against her, and she had to close her eyes at the wave of sensuality that swallowed her.

  They all got into Josh’s place. Or their place. Whatever, they all got inside, and she was against a wall again, both men pressing against her.

  “I’m going to kiss you,” Akio said, his voice a low rumble.

  “Yes.” She tipped her head back, and he lowered his mouth to hers, slowly, so achingly slow at first, giving her a chance to escape.

  Josh’s hands rested at her hips, tightening as Akio’s lips finally touched hers. His taste slid into her system, spicing Josh’s. Heightening the moment as his tongue danced along hers.

  He might have been a quiet, thoughtful male at the pack house, but this male was nothing if not in total charge of his sexuality.

  Josh began to kiss up the side of her neck as her skin sensitized to the point of near pain. Each brush of lips, the scratch of his beard nearly made her sob into Akio’s kiss.

  Josh’s hands slid up her sides, slowly unbuttoning the bodice of her dress, and while she still gasped from the way he’d just pinched her nipple through her bra, his attention shifted to Akio, who turned and tangled tongues with him. The kiss of two became a kiss of three, the focus shifted from two to three, and she groaned at how hot it was.

  “If you don’t take this off now, it’s going to get ripped.” Josh turned to her, putting her hands on her belly where the last buttons were still done up.

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  “If you’d allow me?” Akio gestured and she nodded. He bent and picked her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist as his hands held her ass.

  She tipped back enough to get her dress unbuttoned by the time he set her on the edge of the bed and stepped away to take her in.

  His wolf shone in his gaze and she approved. Josh’s eyes went green when his wolf surfaced, but Akio’s went amber, and as the two of them stood next to each other, looking at her like she was a rabbit they had just cornered, they stole her breath.

  This anchor thing was pretty damned sweet so far.

  Akio went to his knees in front of her, moving her hands and drawing the dress from her shoulders. Josh got to the bed behind her, his mouth cruising over her shoulder and neck as his hands pushed her bra down to free her breasts.

  “So beautiful, Michelle.” Akio said this as Josh pulled the dress from her upper body and then let it fall down. She had to lift, and Akio drew it the rest of the way off, taking her underwear with it.

  He traced the marks Josh had left on the sides of her breasts. “This makes my cock hard.”

  “She’s so tasty I have to take a bite here and there.”

  She shivered and both men moaned softly. Josh’s fingers rolled and tugged her nipples while Akio kissed her knee, his fingers running up the inside of her thigh, brushing against her pussy and away again.

  “I can scent you,” Josh whispered, his mouth against her ear, making her shiver again. “Do you want his mouth on you?”

  “Y-esss,” she answered, unable to deny it.

  Akio’s eyes locked on hers as he drew his tongue up her thigh before he spread her legs wide.

  “I’m going to need my hands, Josh. Hold her open for me.”

  Josh shifted to grab her thighs and keep them wide.

  His position effectively kept her upper body trapped, so she sank her fingers into the bedding as Akio used his thumbs to part her labia and take a long lick.

  She moaned low in her throat and Josh echoed the sound. So much need emanated from her skin, he licked up her neck, tasting it.

  Akio bent over her cunt, licking, sucking, fucking her with his tongue, his hair sliding over Josh’s hands as he held Michelle open wide.

  Oh, yes there was sexual chemistry between the three of them, no doubt. Akio would have been Josh’s choice as well. The way he moved, touched Michelle only made him hotter. He already believed Michelle to be the sexiest female alive, that another male thought so too worked in ways he wasn’t sure he could really explain.

  So he went with it.

  “What do you like? Hm?” Akio’s hoarse whisper brought a strangled moan from Michelle’s lips.

  “You’re doing just fine,” she mumbled.

  Akio backed up, his mouth not quite touching her pussy. “Oh, no. You see, I can only have you this once. I mean to make it the best it can be.”

  Her laugh was frustrated and amused at the same time. “Goddamn shifter males! Get to work.”

  That made all three of them laugh.

  “She likes it when you suck on her clit.” Josh’s gaze locked with Akio’s, and he watched as Akio lowered his mouth and did what Josh had suggested.

  She arched on a cry but Josh held her in place as she writhed.

  “Ah, you were right about that.” Akio grinned and then fluttered the flat of his tongue against her, wrenching a ragged moan from her this time. “That seems to do the trick as well.”

  “You two are going to kill me,” she snarled, trying to get nearer to Akio’s mouth when he’d pulled back to speak.

  “No we aren’t, beautiful. We’re going to make you come. A lot.”

  Akio bent over her cunt again, alternating between licking and sucking her clit until she inhaled a huge breath and then blew it out on a gut-deep moan. The muscles of her thighs tightened as she strained against his hold and came hard and fast.

  Still clothed, Akio lunged up and took her mouth, kissing her, his hair screening them from view.

  “You taste like magick and sex,” he said against her mouth as he pulled back.

  “You taste like me,” she replied, and both men groaned. Josh let go of her legs, and she leaned back against him, looking up into his face. “You’re not naked. Also, so…is this anchor thing between the three of us in every way?”

  Akio still lay across her, kissing over her collarbone, hands skimming over her body. He looked up, pausing to kiss her chin. “It doesn’t have to be. There’s one necessary part, that’s me, sliding my cock into your pussy until I come.”

  She grinned down at Akio and up at Josh, who bent to kiss her.

  “What do you want it to be?”

  She slid her hand up to cup the back of his neck. “This is all pretty intense, but clearly there’s something between you two.” She shrugged. “Not like I’m going to complain if the two of you are together too.”

  “Why don’t we just do whatever feels okay as we go?” Since the bond, she’d become central to him, she’d already been part of him for as long as he could remember, but now making her happy, loving her, protecting her, had become part of that. Was it hot to kiss Akio a few minutes earlier? Yes. But he didn’t want the focus to shift or to make her feel anything but good.

  And as hot as Akio was, as hot as it was to watch him lick over Michelle’s nipples right then, she was on loan. For a limited time. Josh just wanted to be extra sure that everyone knew what was up so that no one got hurt.

  “All right. You’re still not naked though.” Her gaze was only for him right then, and he was helpless to do anything but kiss her long and slow until she’d gone all warm and boneless against him.

  Josh finally broke away, and she shifted, rolling to shove his shirt from his body, licking over his nipples until they’d hardened enough to scrape her teeth over the way she knew he liked.

  She got his pants open and shoved down, and he moved from the bed to get them off. She turned to Akio. “You’re not naked either.”

  “As you wish.” He crossed his hands over and grabbed the hem of his shirt, pulling it from his body, revealing a great deal of beautiful ink.

  She got to her knees and moved closer. “Wow, this is amazing.”

  “A lot of wolves can’t keep the ink after a shift. Tracy has her ink, I know some others. This is fantastic.” Josh spoke from behind Akio.

  She moved his hair aside and studied the intricate lines making up birds in flight. On his back an incredibly detailed pair of wings that took up pretty much all his skin.

  “Incredible.”

  He turned, a wicked grin on his mouth. “I haven’t even opened my pants yet.”

  She laughed, appreciating his sense of humor and the way it kept things light and fun even though it was also intense.

  “Well, go on then. We’re waiting. Wow me, Akio.”

  She leaned back into Josh, who slid his hands up her arms and up her neck, holding her that way, lightly collared.

  “She likes that.” Akio stepped from his shoes and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, sliding them off along with his shorts. His cock sprang free, and she swallowed back the wow that she nearly said. She didn’t want to make anyone feel bad and two men in her space, two really well-endowed men and she was mated to one and his equipment was mighty fine but she knew dudes could be touchy about that stuff.

  Still. “Yeah, that’s incredible too.” She licked her lips.

  “I think you should get to your knees and suck his cock.” Josh whispered this, his breath against the skin of her ear, rendering her weak in the knees.

  “You should join him.” She guided him to stand next to Akio before she went to her knees.

  It wasn’t like she had threesomes every day so she was naturally comfortable with it. Or had them ever. But something had come over her and she embraced it. She felt so much for Josh, and a true connection with Akio, who was entering their relationship in his own way. Taking on responsibility for her in such an elemental way.
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  It made her feel sexy and special and important, and that enabled her to leave all her awkwardness behind and let go. Enjoy this moment for what it was.

  She ran her cheek across the line of Akio’s cock and then did the same with Josh. They both felt different, had a different scent. Something rose inside her, reaching through her connection to Josh and pulled them closer. He reached out and took her shoulder with a grunt.

  Amazing.

  She licked over the head of Akio’s cock and then Josh’s. Mirroring each movement. Each lick. She rimmed the crown of each cock, held a sac in each palm before she slid her hands up and moved them both at the hip to face each other. She grabbed their cocks at the root and held them together.

  “Yes.” She spoke really to herself, but both men groaned, which made her feel like a sex goddess.

  Josh watched down his body to where his woman knelt, his cock in her fist along with Akio’s. Nearly lost it when she licked over the heads and he felt the corresponding throb and gasp of Akio. Each one of them looked down, wonder on their faces.

  He thrust into her fist, sliding along Akio’s cock. Akio looked up at him, one brow rising slowly as he thrust in answer.

  Michelle hummed her delight. This side of her was unexpected. Nearly hedonistic and he dug it.

  He leaned in and grabbed Akio’s hair around his fist and pulled him closer for a kiss.

  Kissing a man was different than kissing a woman. Kissing the anchor was a whole different thing entirely. Kissing anyone but Michelle after they’d bonded? He felt her in the back of his consciousness, like spice to this moment. Akio tasted like her, like Josh’s mate.

  He growled, possessive, greedy for more, greedy of her very essence.

  Akio growled back as the kiss deepened, a gnash of teeth and tongue. As Michelle took the heads of their cocks into her mouth in a tight, hard suck, his fingertips dug into her shoulder and yanked Akio’s hair harder.

  She kissed down both cocks, drawing her tongue over the root of each, down over their balls and up again. It was so good he found himself making little deals with himself as to when he’d stop. Little equations as to how close he could get without coming.